WELCOME TO MY CASTLE OF ILLUSION...
I would rather be having this conversation with you in person, but we've only just met so this will have to do for now.
IMAGE: Jesse Jnr Online,
"Why does everyone call me Dave?"
I've been wandering the internet corridors for years now, hoovering up knowledge and trying to carve out a little space where I can be recognised.
I'm just a regular human being looking for purpose, trying to make sense of the why that keeps us all pushing forward. I struggle to deal with the social constraints we were all forced to grow into, and I'm basically just trying to survive using my God-given skills.
I am well-practiced in being misunderstood, and realise that is a you problem, not a me problem, and I try not to let that concern me today. There will be those of you who do resonate with my words, and it is you I hope to connect with now, and maybe have a real-life conversation with one day.
I am the sort of person that could become easily enraged online, but I don't let it enrage me anymore. Instead I've allowed it to empower me with the confidence I needed, to be able to say what I need to say, out loud. To you.
Lil has whispered secrets for most of my life now, and has not been wrong, so it's time.
Who is Lil?
She is me, but not me.
The closest description I have
is she is my subconscious, but
she is hard to define.
It is Lil I mostly have to thank for my creativity, although my grandmother and mother played a huge role in igniting that flame, and should not be discounted.
Whenever I quote ~Lil it is because those thoughts came to me spontaneously and unexpectedly. I did not sit down with the intent to write something (which is most of this blog) and therefore do not feel I can take credit.
Some would argue that what I am experiencing is channelling. I would argue every human being channels. You are free to view Lil however you wish, and if all you want to see is me, you will also not be wrong.
To all reading this, thank you. It is truly appreciated, whether my words resonate with you or not. Your time is precious, and sparing some for me is very much appreciated.
Best wishes,
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